EARTH LOG

MARCH 2008

by Celia Fenn

image by Jean-Luc Bozzoli at www.eyewithin.com

March 26th : It's a little bit Crazy out there.....: So many people have written in to share their experiences recently, and it truly is a crazy and difficult time. My feeling is that we are at such a Crucial Point in our Evolution. We are at a point where the Old and the New are existing simaltaneously, not just in our Collective but in us as individuals. And it is this "clash" between Old and New that is making us all a little Crazy.

Well, to add to all the intense energies over the last few weeks, the Sun suddenly sprang to life and produced three Sunspots and an M Class Solar Flare on the 25th. Here is an image from www.spaceweather.com:

Now, in the past the Sun has always been the transmitter of Light Codes from the Cosmos and the Galactic Center. So, with the Supernova and the death of the Star, I was not surprised that the sun had resumed its role of transmitting Light Codes to the Planet, even though those of us who have activated our Grail Codes were now receiving this information directly through the Galactic and Cosmic meridian systems.

But, what amazed me, was that these three new sunspots were not part of the new sun cycle 24, which began in January, but by their magnetic polarity they were identified as part of the former Sun Cycle 23!!

So, it seems to me like the Sun is still transmitting Codes in the Old Way for those who are not yet "wired" fully for the New Transmissions, and that is quite a lot of people. So, the Sun is still firing on the Old Cycle energies to assist those who are still firing on the Old Cycle energies, and those who are moving through and accepting their Grail Code activations may be feeling a little crazy as their expanded awareness tries to deal with the Old and the New all at once.

I know that physically I have been feeling very strange. I feel uncomfortable in my own body, and I am very tired. All I want to do is sleep, and thankfully I am sleeping like a baby right now. But, I think our bodies are really feeling the strain of having to integrate so much new information and still carry on with "life as normal" here on Planet Earth, where "normal" is defined as the Old Energy.

But, I see this as a great blessing from the Source. Evolution is waiting for us all to catch up! No one is being left behind! I know it is fashionable in some circles to talk about "waves" of transformation, and to feel that you are "special" if you are "first wave" and ahead of the rest. Or that you can live in a little bubble somewhere and be blissfully happy while everyone else gets on with "life" in the old way and struggles. The fact is, that we are all in this together and we are all evolving together. If you go too fast, you run the risk of running up a dead-end and having to spend some time in that "void" place until you find the flow of creativity again.

Source, Spirit, Evolution.....is teaching us that we are all one and that we are doing this as ONE. Most of us who are Lightworkers could probably have done this whole transformation in a year or two, we were that ready to go. But we agreed to go with the Collective as be part of a Collective Process. Ande so....here we are...at a point where the Old and the New exist together...and the New is preparing to become the New Model for life on Earth, not just for some of us, but for all of us together.

What will it be?

It will be what we Create. Now, nore than ever before it is necessary to be a Conscious Creator and to make the choices that will create Peace and Abundance. Archangel Michael asks us that we do not get caught up in dualistic patterns of violence and manipulation that are rearing their heads as the Old Energy seeks to reproduce itself in the new environment, nor to become despondent because it seems as though nothing has changed "out there".

It will change, but we must make those choices to be part of the New and to support the New, in a conscious way. Don't just allow yourself to fall into old patterns of thinking because that is what you have always done. Be Conscious of what yout choices will create on the Planet.

This is a more than exciting time.....it is the most incredible shift and transformation that this Planet has ever seen. Of course, many people are not seeing it yet, they are still unconscious. But, it is becoming more and more difficult to be unconscious on this Planet as she evolves and changes.

So, in this time, be kind to yourself and be aware that the choices that you make need to come from Love and for Peace, and if you feel anger and irritation, know that it is the old energy seeking release as it passes away and makes space for the new to come in.

Here is an image of another amazing fire energy that has sprung to life on our Planet. The volcano at Kilauea on the Big Island of Hawaii, the home of the Fire Goddess Pele, has begun to erupt after many years of silence. This is an image taken by Kauwila, who lives on the Big Island. He not only writes great music for us, but he has a deep connection with Pele through the energy of Kilauea:

Kauwila also sent this link to the webcam at Kilauea: http://hvo.wr.usgs.gov/cam3/

Make sure that you check the time, I just took a look and all I saw was black, since it was 10.30 at night there!

Yes, great changes, Earth Changes, Sun Changes...Star Changes...Cosmic Changes. We are riding the waves of Light to the Portal of 2012 and Beyond...into this new Adventure of Light.

And now I need to go and wash the dishes and all those other things that still need to happen, even at times like this! I wish you all much Love and Peace as you negotiate this interface between the Old and the New. Remember to choose for Love and Joy and the "ride" will be easier and lighter!

Easter Sunday, March 23rd : The Mysteries of Death and Birth and Resurrection.... : Today is the day celebrated by the Christian church in the memory of the Resurrection of Jesus, from the state known as "death" to the life of Spirit. It is interesting to me that at this time, we are also experiencing the "shock waves" or after effect of the "death" of a Star.

Many people have reported feeling strange energy symptoms, and I have been feeling very sad, and thinking about death in the last few days. It turns out that on Wednesday the 19th of March, the light from an exploding star, called a Supernova, reached Earth, ans was so bright that it was visible to the naked eye. It was accompanied by gamma rays and x rays as well. It was transmitting its "information" to the Earth at this crucial time.

It is a crucial time for us on this Planet, for as we activate the Grail Codes within ourselves and on the Planet, we become receivers of Cosmic Light from the Great Central Sun. We become Stars....we live on a Planet that is now an "Earth Star"....a Planetary body that receives its Light Codes directly from the Great Central Sun. We are birthing as a Star!

So, what then is the "death" of a Star? It is merely a Stellar Being that has finished its given purpose and moved to another level of Evolution. As it leaves it "explodes" and transmits the "information" of its life and death into the "matrix" of the Cosmos, so that All may share in what has been experienced and learnt in that Star and in its lifetime.

So, as the Earth Star births, it takes into its Memory Codes or Information banks, all that was known and experienced in that Stellar system so far away. The Galactic Codes have been stored in Earth's newly re-activated Galactic DNA. And so, according to quantum theory, we may be feeling some "pertubation" in the "system" as this information is projected across the Cosmos as a gift from the Star that is moving into its next level of Being in its own continued evolution.

Yes, it was a bit chaotic for me the last few days, apart from the sadness I felt as the dying star said its farewells, I also had a few bizarre experiences. I nearly got run over by a little old lady on Saturday....yes really....and then I rescued two young budgies from the street, so now my budgie family has two new members. And yes, I have a huge cage for them to fly and spread their wings and chirp and do bird things!

So, on this day of the Resurrection of Christ, we can feel also how our Galactic Awareness is allowing us to experience Life and Death and on a much larger scale. For, the star that dies transmits its codes to us before it transitions. This is, in effect, what happens here on Earth when a Being dies. When Jesus died, and Mary Magdalen, the Information codes that contained their joint experiences were transmitted into the DNA of the Human Species. It took two thousand years before we, as a Collective, were ready to embrace and fully embody the Grail Codes that would allow us to become Cosmic Humans and to experience our Divinity through a Human Body and through our relationships with others who would also carry the Grail Codes and would open to the flow of their Divine Essence.

So, on this Easter Sunday, may we always remember the Divine Mystery of Birth and Death....that life is Infinite and always evolving...and that nothing is ever lost in this ongoing spiral journey called Life. And that we are entering into the "gift" of the next phase of our own evolution as The Blue Star or the Earth Star. As we receive and transmit the Light Codes from the Galactic center, we are, like individual stars, radiating the Divine Light of Source.

So, celebrate the gifts of our "death" and "rebirth" in this process that we have called "Ascension". We have been resurrected to a new form of life in the Fifth Dimension of Oneness and Unconditional Love.

And now, for some Easter energy of a different kind! Today, we held our Easter Egg Hunt for the children of our Starchild Children's Project here in Sir Lowry's Pass in Cape Town. We had fun...as always...and thank you to those who donated to make this event possible. It is always a joy for me to be able to bring joy into the lives of these children from impoverished backgrounds here in South Africa...with your help. First image is Ian, a member of my Friday children's group, showing the rest how the dance is done!:

hmmmmm...not sure about that...maybe when my hair is done.....

The Easter Bunny's little helper...the Easter Bunny was Wilma and little Natino just wanted to help...I think.....

March 20th : Equinox...Full Moon...Easter...and the Global Peace Adventure : What a full and busy time this is right now. So much is happening on so many different levels. But, I have noticed that gradually the chaos is lessening, and we seem to be returning to some sense of balance and flow in our lives.

Today is the Equinox, and because this is also the Easter week-end and many people are not working, it is very peaceful and quiet in my neighbourhood. I have also noticed a change in the weather at last, as the first cool fall weather moves in after a long and hot summer. I was in Johannesburg this last week for the first of my 2008 workshops. It was a small workshop, but what a wonderful group of loving and radiant South African Lightworkers! Here you can see an image that was taken of me with the group!

We had fun....we worked with the Grail Codes and with the Sacred Heart Meditation and with the Unconditional Love of Archangel Michael, and with the support of the Whales and the Dolphins off the Mozambique coast that send their energy into the Johannesburg area! We also created a Group Merkaba that anchored the Grail Codes and the Intention of Peace in Johannesburg! I would like to caption this picture "People at work (playfully) creating a Peace Field."

And that brings me to the next idea. At this time of the big shift from the old to the New, there seems to be so much turmoil on the Planet, as old ideas and ways of being clash with the new rising energies, and the old tries to assert itself. Like most of you, I find the situation in Tibet especially sad. But, we can only trust that whatever is happening there at this time will be for the highest good in the long run.

As I was thinking about what we, as Lightworkers could do, other than signing petitions, Archangel Michael gently suggested that we could work to create a Field of Peace. The anchoring and activation of the Grail Codes means that we are now powerful Creator Beings. We have aligned our pulse with the Galactic Heart. It was interesting to me that when I did the "Sacred Heart" meditation with the group in Johannesburg, several of them reported the feeling of having another heart come in and integrate or blend with their own heart. This, to me, was an indication of the Lightbody heart integrating with the Physical, and also, the Lightbody Heart is already beating with the pulse of the Galactic Heart or Great Central Sun. So, at this time, as we integrate this energy, we access our ability to Create in powerful ways.

Now, imagine the power of the Creation of a Peace Field by those who are Conscious Creators! And would that not be so much more powerful than the creations of those who think they are still living in the Third Dimension and who feel that they need to kill and grab for what they want?

At this time, the media is filled with stories of war and violence. Would it not be wonderful if there was an equally powerful presence for Peace. And not a conflictual one where demonstraters clash with police.....but a Peace presence that was playful and joyous and beautiful and that offered a completely different kind of energy...the energy of Peace and Love.

It seems to me like Spirit is urging us along these lines. I have had several mails from people who are being guided to create such events. And, personally, I have been working with Cheryl Hutton who wrote "To Be One" to create a "Peace Event" in the Toronto area in Canada in August. This will be related to the other work that I am going to be doing this year. In May, I will be in Argentina and Brazil, with a wonderful Full Moon Ceremony at Iguazu Falls. The purpose of this is to anchor Codes for Peace and Abundance on the Planet. Then in August, it is on to London, for a "Heaven on Earth" event, and then to Calgary for the 22nd World Congress on Illumination at Lake Louise, with Patricia Cota Robles, which will anchor the Codes for Peace and Abundance Globally. After that, the event in Toronto with Cheryl...and then in October I will be in Europe with events planned for Munich and Berlin, as well as Spain and Portugal. The Global Peace Adventure!

At each point, I will be working with Lightworkers to Create a Field of Peace. Working with Archangel Michael and with the energy of the Twin Flame...we will create a Field of Energy that will create a pattern for the New Earth. And that powerful pattern will be the New Energy that will replace the conflict and violence of the old dualistic system. What a wonderful privilege for us as Lightworkers, to be the Ones that will Create the Age of Peace through our Intentions and our Joy at this time.

So...I would ask each one of you to think about how you might contribute to the "Global Field of Peace".

I had a mail from Patricia Cota Robles a few days ago, where she talked about the initiative by Dennis Kuchinich to create a "Department of Peace" in the United States government. Imagine that! Imagine a Department that was every bit as powerful as the Military or the Department of Defence! Imagine that this Department began to shape American foreign policy! It can be done...but it is up to those of you who live in the USA to start creating and supporting these initiatives where they arise. The New Earth will arise when we Create It. That is what we are here for!

So, at this powerful Equinox/Easter/Full Moon energy nexus...can we not birth this Dream of Global Peace in our Lives. Is it not time to Dream the Dream and then to share in making that Dream a Manifest Reality through our Love and Joy and Sharing.

The Dream is the Oneness of the Human Family. The Dream is the Oneness of All on the Planet. The Dream is Peace for our Planet!

So, to Celebrate this energy....here is Cheryl's song "To be One"...that will be the "theme song" for our Peace Work this Year.

Please Click Here to Hear "To Be One".

And....for special Equinox Joy...please share in our Global Meditation for the Birds of the Air. Kauwila has written the most beautiful meditation music especially for today. It is so wonderful, and I know that we will be using this music for years to come. So, please Click Here for theEquinox Meditation.

And for the Full Moon, as we anchor the Grail Codes, Please enjoy the Sacred Heart Meditation.

March 11th : The Grand Adventure Continues...The Gift of Service...and Happy Birthday to our Russian Baby: It is an interesting thing about being a channel, you are often surprised at what comes through, and of course what doesn't. Sometimes you ask and nothing comes, and sometimes you ask and a whole lot more comes than you were expecting. So, this is what was given to me recently by Archangel Michael as I was asking about the Grail Codes and what they would mean for us at this time.

The activation of the Grail Codes within our Lightbodies and our physical DNA means that we are now "wired" to receive Light in Galactic pulses directly from the Great Central Sun, or the Galactic center!

This answered a question I have had for a while, about the power of ther energetic changes that we have been experiencing since January. On my own personal "change" meter on a scale of 1 to 10, I would say that this is about an 8...and that is powerful. But previously, I have always noticed that the Sun was involved in these energetic changes, and it was fairly easy to correlate Solar Flares and Sunspots with energetic shifts as powerful as this one. But, the Sun has been very quiet in the last few months, and we are still experiencing huge energetic shifts. So, the energy transmissions that we are receiving are coming directly to us from the Galactic Center, and not via the Sun, as previously.

What that means is that the Grail Code activation enables us to become "independent" receivers of Galactic pulses or Heartbeats. We are each individually, and as a Group, now receiving the information codes for change and evolution directly from the Great Central Sun.

This shift has been made possible by the arrival on the planet of a New group of Crystal Children, who are known as the "Emerald Children". These children carry Cosmic Consciousness, and they have enabled us, through the process of "entrainment", to activate the "Cosmic Template" within our own Light Bodies. So, in 2008, we are now embracing full Cosmic Consciousness as we move towards the 2012 Bridge of Light.

And so, to accompany this activation, there has been an acceleration in the frequency of the Earth at this time. Another recalibration, to a Higher level of Frequency, another movement upwards on the Spiral of Conscious evolution.

You may have felt this as another increase in the "speed" of time, and as exhaustion and stress and depression, as your physical body attempts to align itself with this new frequency that is coming in with this new cycle of energy. Remember, that Archangel Michael spoke to us in January about keeping our balance...well now is the time to work with that balance and really make an effort to stay in your center. Of course, the fact that the economic system is wobbling wildly doesn't help.....what a wild ride and what an adventure! For those of you who are finding this stressful and feel tired and as though you are not coping...please get help. It will settle down and you will be fine, but you need to just allow your body the peace it needs to make the recalibration. If you are tense and angry and stressed, your body will struggle to recalibrate through the resistance. I know it may be hard to relax, but that is the best thing that you can do right now.

According to Archangel Michael, the Earth is now accelerating through into a new spiral, which may be likened to a "wormhole" in the Space/Time Continuum...and Earth is moving through a field of highly charged and electrified particles that are energizing everything to higher frequencies of light. When we are "through" this wormhole, we will start to see the changes. These will be cellular changes as we emerge at a higher level of our evolution. Many people have written to me to say that they feel something miraculous just around the corner, and Archangel Michael has confirmed this feeling.

In the meanwhile, look after yourselves well. If you have a physical imbalance, please get assistance. The Heart palpitations may be common now, but they can kick out problems if you have any in the heart area, so dont just shrug it off, get it checked out and make sure that you are OK. I went to my doctor and had my heart checked out to ensure that I was strong enough to do this.

I am also posting some beautiful affirmations by Tammie Stair that will help you to work with the Balance that Archangel Michael spoke about in January.

Now, one thing that Michael spoke about in connection with the Grail Codes, and that will help us all now, is that the Grail Codes also activate the highest vibration for life on Earth....that of Service to the Light. All the Grail stories speak of the "Quest" for the Grail and the Service of the one who Seeks. When you attain the Grail, or Become the Grail by activating your Grail Codes, your nature is Service to the Light. That is what creates Joy and Peace for the Grail activated Being.

Service to the Light at this time is accomplished by Service to the Light in Others. Indeed, in the Fifth Dimension of Light, we see that we are All connected and that we are All bearers of the Divine Light. To serve the Light is to serve each other. When you ask: "How may I serve you"...you are giving the other person the opportunity to express their needs so that you might serve them. If you are unable to serve that need, then you can say so with honor, but if you are able to serve, then you increase both your Light and theirs.

This is the reason why the old economic system is falling away. It does not serve the highest good and it does not serve the needs of individuals. It serves those who manage to accumulate money and power.

So, as you negotiate the crumbling economic system, you can ask yourself, "who am I serving", and what can I do in every situation to serve the light that I see in myself and in others.

And, in this way, we will discover that much of what we do in our lives and many of the choices that we make, do not serve the light in either ourselves or others.....and so we can make new choices that are more fully aligned with Service to the Light and the flows of the Sacred Cosmic "blood" within the meridians of our Cosmic Light Bodies. To live is to serve...and only in this frequency will we find true Joy and Peace and Love.

And now...a Happy Birthday.....Our Russian Starchild site is now one year old! Thank you to Alena, who runs the site and does the Russian translations, and to all the Russian readers who are part of the Starchild family...thank you for being with us in this Journey of Light and I hope to meet some of you in 2009!

And here is a beautiful work of art painted by Nanna Frigg of Denmark in honor of Archangel Michael, and to share with all the Starchild readers on this day.

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7th March : New Moon...When you Heart skips a Beat...and information on the Grail Codes from Archangel Michael : Dearest everyone, I cannot thank you all enough for the avalanche of love that arrived after my last Earth Log. I was literally lifted up on a Wave of Love! Something came "unstuck" in that process, and blessings are once again flowing into my life. The actual situation remains as stuck, but I am finding new ways around old energies, and I think we are all in this process.

I was also struck by how many people said that they were experiencing very similar situations! We are certainly all One! So thank you all for the letters, and know that I read every one of them.

So, on this New Moon, it is a wonderful time to plant the seeds of New Intentions for this new energy. It is time to allow the flow to move in our Lives. Many people have commented on the Heart palpitations that some are experiencing right now. I have also had this problem. I have seen various explanations, but none that really worked for me. These palpitations have been going on since January for me. At one stage it was so intense that I thought I was about to leave. A few times my heart did a "fandango" in my chest, and I was waiting to stop breathing! So, I went to my doctor, and she assured me that my heart was fine and strong, and that I was experiencing something she called an "ectopic beat", which I guess is a fancy name for a palpitation. So, I recently asked Archangel Michael what we were experiencing, and this was the explanation.

We are now shifting very positively into the New Earth energy. This has a very different vibration and pulse to the Old Earth. The New Earth is synchronized with the Great Central Sun, or Galactic Center, and our Hearts are in the process of entraining to this new frequency of Light. But, because we are the wayshowers, we get to go first, and the rest are still pulsing with the old energy. So, our hearts get "out of synch" and are not sure what pulse they should be following...the old or the new? We feel the same confusion in our lives, as we try to decide where we need to be...in the Old Energy trying to run life from our Solar Plexus and our Will, or in the New Energy where we live from our Heart.

Of course, we have all made the choice for the New, but we are still dealing with old patterns that tend to pull us back into the old way of doing things. And so, we tend to vacillate between the two "stations", if you want to use the analaogy of a radio station. In my own case, I guess the bank problem was because I had shifted myself into the new frequencies and the bank is still operating according to the old. So, we could not "find" each other. The answer, of course, is to remain in the Heart frequency and trust that the flow of abundance will manifest or find you in another way. It does not have to be the "old" way, if we are open to allowing that abundance to flow in our lives as it will and when it will. It requires trust and patience.

grail Several people wrote in about the "Grail Codes" that Archangel Michael mentioned in the March channel, and said that they could not find anything on the site about these. I thought that was strange, since I had done so much work with the Grail energy in 2007, but they were right. Most of the work I did was in workshops, so it did not always make it to the site. So, let me just say the the "Grail Codes" are a set of Light Codes within the Human DNA. They are part of the original design or blueprint, and they were intended to enable the Human Body to carry the Divine Masculine and Feminine energies of the Twin Flame in the Material Realm.

As Humanity fell away from that original blueprint, many of the energy channels or meridians of this design were shut down and lost to us. The Divine Solar Feminine was the energy that was most damaged, and most needed to return to us. Now the Grail Code energies were incarnated in Yeshua and his Partner, Mary Magdalene. And the secret of the Grail and its reactivation in Humans, was held by Mary Magdalene in her role as the keeper of the Divine Feminine Flame. So, in recent years, and especially in 2007, the energy of the Solar Divine Feminine - Passion, Sensuality and Creativity - was returned to the Planet as Humans opened themselves to once more receive this frequnency. This necessitated the opening of the "Magdalena Grids" within the Human Body, and this was the work that I did in 2007 with Archangel Michael in many of the workshops. The "Sacred Heart" meditation that was given last year was only given to us because we now had the "wiring" in our Lightbodies to carry the power of the Sacred Solar Divine Feminine once again. And so the ability was given to us to once again activate these flows of Light that are called the "Grail Codes".

The Grail Codes allow us to enter into the full power of the Twin Flame energy within ourselves, and to become powerful Creators and to manifest with that creative power if we so choose. The power of manifestation is based in the heart and depends on the balance of the flows of masculine and feminine energies through the "Grail" meridians in the body. The ability to manifest a Twin Flame partnership in the external world, also depends on our ability to activate the "Grail Codes" within our Lightbodies and our DNA, and so create in the external world a reflection of the Divine Union within us! This was always part of the Original Design for Human life, and is certainly a fundamental of the design for the New Earth Human Angel.

So, working with the "Sacred Heart Meditation" that was given by Archangel Michael, will certainly help you to activate the Grail Codes within your own Lightbody and DNA!

The lovely image included here was sent to me by Nathalie in France, and I think it shows clearly the radiant Light that enters the body when the Grail Codes are activated by the power of the Divine Feminine. And so, as we move towards those powerful days of the 20th and 21st of March, we can consciously work with these Grail Codes in our lives, if we so choose!

In 2007, I also worked with Janosh who has created a powerful visual presentation of the Grail Codes. You can access these if you Click Here. (Clikc on the tab that says "The Codes"). These will also help in the process, and I worked with Janosh on one occasion in which we did a presentation of the Magdalene Codes with the Sacred Heart Meditation. Powerful energies!

Click here for the Sacred Heart Meditation.

2nd March : A Question : How Ugly does it need to get Before We Change.....: This is just a quick Earth Log based on my experiences in the last week. Yes it is rough out there....yes we are all feeling the stress and strain as the old economic system crumbles.....but why do "we" not look within and see where we can change, and not blame the situation "out there". Our knee-jerk reaction is to find someone to "blame"...and yes, I dare say I do it myself when I am not conscious of my own motivations.

I can feel the pain out there. I get so many letters from people that range from misery to anger to despair. Some of them like to blame me. "Where is it"...they say...where is the Paradise that you promised us? Hmmmm it is within you, you have to find it there before you can manifest it in the outer world.

So, while we are blaming and naming and projecting our anger outwards, we are not doing the work where it needs to be done. And I know we are all going through this, and yes it will get "worse" probably, until we start to use the spiritual skills and tools that we have been given. And the most important one is the heart. The ugliness that we see outside of ourselves is a reflection of the ugliness that we still carry as a leftover from the time when the Mental Body and the Solar Plexus ruled out lives. Unfortunately, the money or economic system was structured under that old energy and it still pulls us into our Solar Plexus and we get stuck in the old Solar Plexus energy of fear and lack and anxiety. In the last week, as I have dealt with everyone's complaints and angers, I have had intense pain in the Solar Plexus. And yes, I know how to deal with it, I was trained to be self-aware and to be able to care for my energy field. But it is not pleasant. I feel how much suffering there is as the old falls away and the new takes its place.

We asked for this. We welcomed it. Why are we not embracing it with Joy? Why are we stuck in the Mental ugliness of fear and stress? Why are we not living from our Hearts, with Trust? Why can we not see that it is up to us to create from our Hearts, we are the Lightworkers, we get to go first. It is up to us to create what we believe in. We need to walk our talk and start to live as if we believed what we embrace as Truth and Light.

Ok, so I will share with you what I have experienced in the last weeks...and I do this with humor, for what else can I do. I am not "complaining" as such, I am seeing how my creative passion together with my humor will get me through this. So, you might remember the bank story I told you...well that was only a part of it. In November I gave away a large sum of money that I earned through circumstances beyond my control. Then , the company that was managing my credit payments stopped paying my money. I think they were in financial difficulty and they just did not pay. I cancelled them and was able to set up a business acount with my bank, but owing to South Africa's financial regulations, it has taken 3 months to set up. No income for three months and major stress all round. And now, because I am so stresed I cannot cope with the workload, so I get people asking for their money back. Which of course, I do. Even though I have never received their money. So, right now, I am paying our money that I have never received. I am paying people......I am paying people to do my work....so I ask myself...how did that happen...how is it that the flow is now reversed and I am paying out of my pocket to people "out there" who want their money "back"? It is beyond ludicrous....it is ugly in a black humor sort of way.....

Well, the answer is that the economic system has crashed and malfunctioned badly, and despite two months of intensive effort on my part, I have been unable to turn it around. I am not supposed to. I work that out after I nearly wipe myself out working 7 days a week to try to get it all to work. So, now Michael says to me, you did what you needed to, now use your heart.

Who me? It's not me...it's all of them, out there......did I mention that someone tried to steal my car on Friday as well and destroyed the ignition and now I have no car and expensive repairs!

hmmmmm....ugly indeed.....so its my fault because I am not using my heart. Ok...so this needs some serious thought.

So, Michael says, think higher than the Solar Plexus, think as "One". Think from your Heart.

In the Heart...there is only love and no lack and fear. So, says Michael, why not just tell people what you are going through and ask then to understand. Well, I say, the letters they write are so well, unkind and demanding, and I feel they have a right to be angry with me.

Well, says Michael, is that how you feel about you?

errrrr....yes....it is, actually. I am a perfectionist and I hate to admit that I screwed up and that I was unable to cope. People will never understand. They have their own problems and I let them down. So I have struggled and struggled, and according to Michael I don't need to, if I just use my heart and connect with the hearts of others. That is the Fifth Dimensional way. But "money" is a third-dimensional medium of exchange. So, we are all needing to begin to see how we can replace money with love.

That does not mean that love can pay the bills as such, but love and trust and acceptance will. For the new flows of abundance come from the Heart and are motivated by the Heart, and money is just the token of exchange for the energy of the heart. Would we want to hurt someone for our heart energy. Would we be mean to them or angry with them for out heart energy. So, why do we do this with and for money?

When we have moved fully into the New Earth exchange energy, we will be able to flow that energy easily into our lives, from our hearts. It is the new way of living. But, while we are still "attached" to the energy of the old money system, we will continue to feel anger and stress and despair, for that is what is inherent in that system.

The new Abundance will be heart based and loving, and will take the place of the "ugly" energy of demand and fear that the departing economic system engenders.

So, I have decided to stop being a perfectionist and just admit that it is rough out there and in here....and hey....we are all learning as we go along....

With Love to You All....in the knowledge that these are the birth pangs of a New Dawn.....

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