EARTH LOG

NOVEMBER 2009

by Celia Fenn

image by Jean-Luc Bozzoli at www.eyewithin.com

18th November : Changes and Changes...and Creating Sacred Spaces with the New Rose Energy Grids Well, at this time, all I can feel is that we are indeed experiencing major shifts and changes. No , the World is not going to end in 2012, despite what Hollywood would like us to think! But, we are indeed experiencing an ending and a new beginning. And this time it is a major shift that is affecting us all, including those of us who are part of the Lightworker Family, or Conscious Family of Light. There has been a tendency in the past for us to think of ourselves as somehow different because we were awake, and that we were separate from what was happening to the rest of the world. But, with the shifts we have come to see that we are All part of the same Global Family, and that what happens to the planet affects all of us as things grow and change.

Probably the most significant shift has come in this year. Up until 2008, our work was to awaken others and provide a bridging space for that awakening. In the period of 2007-2008, critical mass was achieved. This meant that there were now enough awakened beings on the Planet to allow for the required shift of Consciousness. The awakening process is now proceeding at an accelerated rate every day as more and more people awaken and make the “crossing” to new states of awareness and interconnected that allows for 5th Dimensional living. The work for us as Family of Light is now to create Sacred Spaces and to fill these with Light and Love and a strong sense of the Sacred. The Sacred Rose grids that have been activated around the Planet will support the creation of such Sacred Spaces.

This requires a major change of pace and thinking for us as Lightworkers. In the past ten years, everyone who awakened and connected with a sense of soul mission was drawn to become a healer, and their aspiration was to start a center as a focus for this work. But, because of our culture’s focus on economics and money, many of these places became business centers whose purpose is to make money. And, because we are so focussed on money, we began to correlate business success with spiritual validation. It is so not! The last year of my life has been spent confronting the unpleasant reality that I had become an object of money making for others rather than a person who could hold sacred space, as I saw myself and as I wanted to be. This is not anyone’s “fault”, but just something related to the way economics works and the way in which economics and spirituality have become a bit muddled...well a lot muddled.

I am going to talk about myself, because that is what I always do on the Earth Logs, and I have always seen my experiences as a way of focussing energies for my readers and working with the flow. So, please don’t see this as a judgment of anyone or a request for money (please don’t send money!!!!). At this point, I am very very tired, and the money situation is low. I had a very hard financial year and I feel daunted at the task of having to get all motivated to somehow “earn some more”. I feel like I have done more than my fair share. At this point, I have people being aggressive about money, as in why do I charge so much, and others who think I make huge amounts of money and want to somehow join in. The truth is, 90 percent of what I do, I do for free. So the 10 percent that I do for money has to carry my life and finance all the needs of Starchild. So, definitely I am doing something wrong, very wrong.

And it is not about working out how to make more money...no! It is about changing the way that I think. If people see value in me only for what I can sell to them of myself and for how much money they can make from me, the ten percent piece, then it is up to me to focus on the ninety percent and to see value in myself and my work for things other than money. I am a creator of Sacred Spaces. The work that I do is not to sell anyone anything or to heal anyone, since that is not my business or my purpose. I am here now to honor the Earth and to create Sacred Spaces that will be a reflection of the energies of Higher Consciousness and the New Earth.

So, the question would be, what is a Sacred Space and how do you create one? I think that everywhere is Sacred Space, we have just forgotten how to make our Spaces a reflection of our Sacred Essence. And so, under the energy of the Rose, we are remembering how to do this again. I have been interested to follow the journey of a friend who has just moved from rural Canada to Toronto and is dealing with big city culture shock. When I was talking to her, Spirit reminded me that God is in everything. Yes, it is easier to find God in beautiful spaces in Nature, but it is equally possible to find God and the Divine in downtown Toronto, and in any big city anywhere. In fact, our new work as Family of Light is to find and create or activate the Sacred wherever we are, wherever we find ourselves, and not to seek it outside of ourselves. The Kingdom of God is within us...and always was!

So, I perceive a time when maybe some of those Centers that were set up on the business/economics model will become Sacred Spaces. When they will transition from business centers and alternative medical facilities and bookshops and lecture halls and become Sacred Spaces. That is not to say that there is not a place for such businesses and such therapies in our world. I have several wonderful therapists who are part of my life’s journey, but I do not see them as spiritual teachers or co-creators of Sacred Space. They are technicians and people with vocations who are expressing themselves through their wonderful work and expressing a new approach to life, but they are not keepers of the Sacred Flames and energies. They are not keepers of Sacred Spaces in general. It has always been interesting to me that the only time in the Bible were Jesus is recorded to have been angry was when he threw the money lenders out of the Temple, telling them that they were defiling the house of his father. I wonder how he would feel about the “business” of spirituality these days? Probably like I felt after my experience this year in a South American city which will remained unidentified. I did a three hour intensive seminar for 30 people which was filmed by one group of people for their website and recorded by another for her radio program, both without any prior consent, and I was then taken to a hotel room and handed 20 dollars by the “organizer” and left to make my own way ”home”, which was in the next country. I certainly won’t be going back there any time soon.

So, how would such a Sacred Space run. On gratitude and respect, most probably. Those who experienced the energy held in such Sacred Spaces would feel motivated to contribute towards the maintenance of those Spaces where they felt the living power of the Divine and the Sacred in their lives. It would be a demonstration of Gratitude and Respect for what they received and indeed, for what they were helping to create, by sharing their Light and Energy with those who were called to hold the Light in these Sac red Spaces. And, as Spirit has shown me, these Sacred Spaces that will arise under the Rose Grid, will connect and form a network of Sacred Energies that will be the new and living “Sacred Sites” of the New Earth Rose. And we will start to energize these Sacred Spaces with the power that we now only find in the ancient Sacred Sites. In the New Earth we all have the power to be channels or bearers of the power of the Divine and to work together to create Sacred Space. Why do we spend large amounts of money to journey to places where we can experience ancient Sacred energy and do so little to create that energy in our own lives?

We can all hold and energize Sacred Space in our lives. In most homes, the TV set forms the focus of Living Space. What would it be like if that were replaced with an altar to honor the Divine energies and this became the focus of the home? In my own home I have a TV set, but my Home altar is the first thing that people see as they enter the door, together with my antique porcelain Kwan Yin and fresh flowers and candles. My home is a Sacred Space.

And, I believe that a Sacred Space can be held in virtual space as well. I have always regarded my website as a Sacred Space, and my Facebook page too. They function as Sacred Spaces, where people can share in the energies and the Light and connect with each other.

A Sacred Space is a Creative Space, where people can come together to share and to dream and to express Gratitude and Joy and Love. And the power of the energy can be shared with the Community for the benefit of all. In the last year, I have experienced incredible exploitation and aggression from people who run “centers” and “networks” on the business model, and in reality that is not their “fault”, it is the nature of business to make a “profit”. But, I will also need to say that I have experienced the immense joy of working with people who have created the most beautiful Sacred Spaces and who have been generous and loving to me, as they work with the New Earth energies and create Sacred Spaces for others.

In Buenos Aires I have had the privilege to work twice in a center that holds Sacred Space. It is a small center, but it has large airy rooms with windows that look onto green gardens. The house is half family home, half center, as the friend who runs the center lives in half of the house, and I think that this is part of the energy that the center holds. Family life happens all around, with children and friends and dogs in the kitchen and a large fridge that fills and empties very rapidly. The center provides space for seminars, sound work, yoga classes, etc, and there is always something happening. The overlap can be quite funny, as several times I have had to greet complete strangers in my bathrobe on the journey from bathroom to bedroom, down the passage. No one seems to mind! It all just flows together and is a wonderful and warm and loving energy that is held around my friend’s dedication to her Sacred Space. In Brazil, I also experienced a beautiful Sacred Space just outside Sao Paulo, called Espaco Arco Iris (Rainbow Sacred Space). It belongs to a lovely Japanese Brazilian woman who has created a natural space using Eastern principles of Balance together with the richness of South American natural life. There are two “temples” in the grounds of the center, and the energy is very powerful and very much Sacred Rose energy. It was such a privilege for me to work in the beautiful Sacred Spaces created by these people, and to experience the Compassion and Generosity that both of them carry in their every day lives as bearers of the energy of the Goddess and the Sacred Rose.

So, here I am back home and creating Sacred Space in my own home as well. It was interesting for me that both of the Sacred Centers I mentioned above were in or close to big cities. Sao Paulo is one of the biggest cities in South America, and Buenos Aires is pretty enormous too. Sacred energy can live anywhere, and needs to live everywhere, especially in our Hearts. We are the manifestation points of the Sacred energy as it expresses itself in us and through us. This is what it means to be awakened and to express our Inner Divinity. This will be the topic of the work that I will be doing in 2010 as I share Global Sacred Space and the energy of the Sacred with All of You in the coming year of the Rose as Mary Magdalene calls it.

I look forward to sharing Sacred Space with all of you in our beautiful New Earth. I look forward to sharing with you the Temple of the Sacred Rose....that Sacred Space within that expresses the Christ Light and our Inner Divinity!

November 14th : Roses and Diamonds..after the Storms...and the principles of "Love in Motion". Yesterday I took this beautiful image of a Sun Halo over Cape Town. It was taken after a week of intense storms as the Sacred Rose Portal opened and the Rose Grids were activated in the area.

It has been an intense two weeks for me, and I am feeling exhausted on many levels and needing to replenish my energies. So a quiet time at home is indicated for the next few weeks. But....the first week in November was spent in Buenos Aires, Argentina, where I worked with a group of dedicated Lightworkers to establish the "template" for the Sacred Rose energy. It was such a pleasure to work with this group. Several of them, including the translator, has been there in May when we had activated the Diamond Light grids and were now also present to work with the Rose Grids....Diamonds and Roses...what a powerful combination! It was also the first time I had worked with a group of people who were all totally clear and focussed and at harmony with themselves and others! It was a beautiful energy from the start and required no effort from me to create harmony.

Those of you in the English speaking world might not be aware that Argentina is now moving through an acclerated Spiritual awakening. When I was there for my first visit at the beginning of 2008, Archangel Michael advised us that this would happen, and indeed it is a pleasure to see these words being validated in the spiritual energy that is arising in Argentine society. And so it was that Buenos Aires was the city chosen by Archangel Michael and Mary Magdalene to be the city that would create and host the first Sacred Rose portal for a city. The second would be Cape Town, South Africa, and then on the 11:11:11 many cities resonated with the energy and began to activate their own Sacred Rose Portals! In this process, Cape Town and Buenos Aires became "twin cities" in the Spiritual sense, two communities that were ready to open and receive the Sacred imprint of the Rose into their "City of Light" programs and patterns.

For me, this also meant working in intense storms for nearly two weeks. Nature has been helping the process. The elemental energies are "conducting" the intense energies in the repatterning process so that they are balanced out and there are no intense disasters associated with the Rose openings. The major reconnection with the Elemental energies that was undertaken in April and May of this year with the activation of the Diamond Grids, ensured that the Devas and Elemental energies were supportive of the Rose Grid openings and worked to carry the energies in the least destructive ways possible.

In Buenos Aires it was intensely hot the day I arrived, but the next week was thunderstorms, wind and rain. It cleared the day I left as the Sacred Rose geometries unfurled over the city and a new day and a new energy was created. But, when I arrived in Cape Town, I stepped off the plane and into another storm that continued through the 11.11.11. It was intense, at one point the elemental "whirling" was so intense I felt as if the entire world was spinning. Maybe it was!

The next step for me will be to take the energy of the Sacred Rose to Israel, where Yeshua and Mary Magdalene planted the first seeds two thousand years ago. There, we will work with the local Lightworker community to reactivate the energy of the Shekinah and allow for the activation of the Diamond and Rose grids in this land. In Israel and the Middle East, the grids have been so damaged over the years that the Divine Feminine has been almost completely lost, and women are reduced to black shadows who have to hide themselves from men because of their supposed sexual impurity. The Rose grids and the energy of the New Earth cannot be established there unless the Shekinah returns and the gentle loving light of the Goddess allows for the activation of the Sacred Rose. I would like to ask that all who feel called in their hearts work with us to achieve this goal. There are still places available on the Sacred Journey for those who would like to join us in physical form and attend the gathering in Jerusalem. For those of you at home, we ask that you focus on sending Love with the purpose of activating the Divine Feminine and creating balance so that the Sacred Rose can be activated and integrated into the Grids of the Holy Land and the Middle East.

In the aftermath of this powerful process, many of us are feeling a sense of dislocation and disconnection. We are in a different world and a different place. For me, the issue that keeps coming up in this New Earth energy is "integrity". Integrity to myself and my work and what I believe to be true for me. In this new space, we can only be true to ourselves and we can no longer be drawn into the truth or reality of others at the expense of our own. We have to be who we are and to connect with our Inner Truth, and from there we create our Reality and our Experience.

For me, this aligns with the Spiritual processes that have unfolded this year. In April and May there was the Elemental Reconnection and the acivation of the Diamond Grids with the Ascension portals and the Diamond Light. The theme here was Clarity and Radiance and Purity. The Diamond Light is the Mirror of Absolute Truth. When you are the Diamond Light then you are Pure of Heart and Soul and you Radiate pure white light. Absolute Truth and Integrity are the pattern of life in this energy!

It is only the Pure of Heart that can enter into the experience of the Sacred Rose and the perception of Pure Unconditional Love! Now, before many of you put your head in your hands and think "I am not there yet", let me say that this is not true. The New Earth is not an elite club for people who feel that their lives are working well and where you are left out if you are not living in some standard idea of "abundance". The New Earth is for Everyone, and there are phases and cycles and there are challenges and changes that are required of all of us to be in this New Earth space.

The biggest challenge to our perceptions is to accept that we Are Pure of Heart and Soul, and that to think otherwise is to fall into the guilt and shame that goes with duality and thousands of years of mind control and conditioning! We are all perfect Children of the Light, we are all Star Children, Infinite and eternal Light Beings in material bodies for a while. To believe ourselves to be "wounded" and "imperfect" and "sinful" is to allow the illusions to cloud the reality of who we are and what we are.

We are Love. We are Love in Motion. Each one of us is an Expression of Divinity in Material Form. Each One of Us. Not just the special few. All of Us. Of course, whether we realize that and are open to expressing that and living it, is what makes the difference. I have found there are so many people out there who want to tell me what is wrong with me and what I need to do to be "healed". And so, it is often not easy to remember that I am perfect, that we all are, and that the experiences that life gives to us are to help us to grow in strength, courage and love and to make new choices for our lives as we change and grow.

Every so-called "negative" experience is a challenge to experience and live in ever greater energies of Love and Compassion...until you are a fully opened Flower of Love and the fragrance of Who You Are is a Blessing to All.

This is the principle of "Love in Motion" as given by Mary Magdalene. She urges us to become aware...wake up...and see that we are All Love in Motion...every step we take and every choice that we make is an evidence of Love expressing itself through us, And, in this New Earth where we are beyond duality, the experience of fear and anger is not something to be judged, but a reminder that we need courage and strength and perseverance to find the path of Love and to express that Love no matter what the situation and what is asked of us. For, the expression of Love does not necessarily mean that we live in ease. The experience of Growth often requires that we pass through intense "discomfort zones" so that we can be streteched to the limit and so make new choices, both as individuals and as groups. We are in one of those "discomfort zones" now as we dig deep within and discover that we are indeed "Love in Motion" and an expression of Divinity. All of Us...at all Times.

So, as we enter into this New Earth with its high frequncies of Love that we call the "Christ Consciousness", the aim is not to "keep up" with the seemingly endless waves of energy, but more to live the Truth of Who we Are. Sometimes, the mind becomes so involved with the process and the destination, that we forget that we are already there and that what is important is the choices we make as we express our Love and Power. As we become Love in a Conscious way and allow Love to be All that we Are. Always.

That is to Live the Truth of the Sacred Rose....the Flower of Love.

2nd November : The Sacred Rose Gathering in Buenos Aires

Yesterday, on the 1st of November we held the most wonderful gathering here in Buenos Aires, Argentina. From start to finish the energy was soft, loving and harmonious, but also strong and filled with the purpose of clear intentions from clear hearts! It was the most beautiful and loving energy of the Sacred Rose, supported and held by Mary Magdalene with her Twin Flame partner, Yeshua, and sponsored by Archangel Michael.

After the morning work when we connected with the energies of Mary Magdalene and Yeshua, and Kwan Yin and the Buddha, we then asked Sarasvati and Shiva to support our creative work for the energy of the Sacred Rose in Buenos Aires.

Our group created this lovely joint work of art.....a Sacred Rose Mandala based on the form of the Rose Window. The Sacred Rose windows encoded in Light and Colour the information of the Sacred Rose vortexes and stargates, and the Sacred Rose grid as defined in Sacred Geometry. This grid is held within the "Flower of Life", and Mary Magdalene calls it the "Flower of Love".

The energy of the Rose, of the Magdalene and of the Divine Feminine in partnership with the Divine Masculine was the loving support that the group used to define this new energy for the City of Buenos Aires. The people who attended the event carried the deep purity of heart and soul that was the gift of the Diamond Light grid that was activated in April. The Diamond grid is also held within the Flower of Life! It was interesting to me that this work with the Sacred Rose energy was undertaken in the same venue where I did the Diamond Light activation’s in early May. The energy was ready to support the activation of the Sacred Rose energy and the Sacred Rose grid for the city of Buenos Aires.

The purpose of this gathering and the work of this group was to assist in defining and holding the energy of the Sacred Rose for the 11:11:11 work on a Planetary scale. The creation of the Sacred Rose Mandala by the group was to specifically hold that energy as a seed for the city of Buenos Aires.

I share with you here some of the images from this Light work. First the Mandala that holds the energy of each person in the group. Each "petal" was created by a person and together they created the Rose. This is symbolic of how the energy of individuals is combined to create the energy of the Group or the "One" that is the combination or merging of the creative soul energy into a creative project. It is a seed energy for the way in which the New Earth will be manifested and created by groups of people combining their soul energy and power to co-create with Spirit. So, here are some images of the creative process! Our young friend from the previous gathering was with us again, and she lent her energy to the creation of the Mandala.

I am also including a video clip of the event!