EARTH LOG

SEPTEMBER 2007

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by Celia Fenn

24th September : The Equinox...The Point of Balance : Yesterday, the 23rd of September was the celebration of the Earth's Equinox, the Fall Equinox in the North and the Spring Equinox in the South. It was a little strange for me this year, since this was my second Fall equinox of the year, as I celebrated the first one at home in Cape Town in March, and the second one here in Almere in the Netherlands.

The Equinox is that moment when there is a perfect balance between night and day. The movement between the seasons is signified by the shift from longer days and shorter nights, to shorter days and longer nights, or vice versa, as the seasons change. So, at this point of balance where the day and the night are exactly equal, it is a time to be in your center and allow yourself to prepare for the coming changes.

The changes continue to be intense and difficult at times. As the New Earth Grids are activated, and as we work to connect these energetic grids through our Hearts, we are feeling the surges of this powerful new energy. We are truly connecting from Heart to Heart, and so this is a new and unfamiliar energy to most of us who are used to connecting from head to head, or in a very mental way. I think even people who are not familiar with metaphysical and spiritual work are feeling the changes on a deep level, and many of them feel quite unsettled as well. It is a little disturbing when the old ways of being, from a purely mental perspective, no longer "work", and we are needing to learn how to work from that sense of "oneness" and heart connection. But, once we have learnt how to drop judgment and expectation, and to simply move with the flow of energy in our lives, then we will feel the support and the love and experience the miracles and the joy. In the meantime, just be kind to yourself and know that you are changing.

Well, this process was part of our celebrations of the Equinox energy here in Almere. Starchild invited people on our Netherlands mailing list to join us at the beach at IJmeer for a Labyrinth walk and meditation. The process was much like the changes we are experiencing now. Jeanne and Joke of the Starchild Team created the Labyrinth, designed by Jeanne. Jeanne was guided to create a 13 path labyrinth, and she needed to do some restructuring of the left side, which was not surprising given the changes and restructuring that we are all experiencing right now. So, the people who had come had to wait patiently until the right energy and balance was achieved.

Then, we were able to join together for our ceremony. So, here we are at the beginning of the labyrinth walk, which is a form of walking or moving meditation. Jeanne and Joke are leading the walk and I am holding the energy at the center:

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We worked with the Labyrinth as a symbol or glyph for the Planet herself, and the center point represented the Heart at the Center. In this picture you can see people walking the Labyrinth. Much like the journey of life, each person is walking in their own way as they explore the paths that lead to the center:

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Then, everyone's path leads them to the center, or the place of the Great Heart at the Center of All. Here the group converges on the Center:

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And here you can see the group in the process of the meditation. At this point the energies have converged and the Group has become one in the process of connecting with the radiant energies of Light.

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We did a meditation to the 5 elements: water, air , earth , fire and spirit, in which we acknowledged "oneness" with each. We connected with our "I Am" presence to acknowledge that we were indeed a part of the "All" and that we could access our own creative power and energy to create our own reality and to create the New Earth in partnership with Spirit and with the each other as part of that One Heart. We joined together in Love and Joy and with a deep sense of inter-connection. We were indeed the One Heart.

It was a beautiful clear and sunny day in Almere, almost as though Spirit was giving us a gift. It had been rainy and cold ever since I arrived, and so this day was just perfect! I also want to thank all the wonderful people who came to be part of this ceremony for the Earth and to share their Love and Energy with the Planet in this way.

20th September : The Ongoing Energies....and a New Adventure for all of Us: The energies continue to rather turbulent and difficult. I have had many people write and tell me that they are finding this period especially difficult. I can understand that, this is a moment of major transition and change on the Inner levels, and nothing much seems to be "moving" on the outer levels for some people. Those who are used to making their lives "move" may find this period distressing, as they are guided to learn to wait and be patient as the inner changes are made. Also, the physical reactions many are experiencing at this time may seem to be extreme, and I will explain the reasons for that a little later in this log.

Well, let me begin with the adventure part, and then I will explain a little about the reasons why we are feeling such pressure right now. Life is meant to be be a joyous adventure of experiencing and becoming. There will be quiet times of integration and active times of exploring. And there will be times of balance. Now, when we reach the Equinox, on Sunday, the energies should reach a point of balance that will make things a little easier for all us. I have embarked on my own adventure this week. I changed hemispheres in the last few days, and I am now in the Netherlands. I love being in this country....I am here to work, of course, but I am also pursuing my own adventure - an exploration of the "Magdalena Matrix or Grid". This Grid is one of the reasons why the energy is so turbulent right now.

Let me explain. A few months ago I had a dream that I was in a house, it was my house, and I was opening up a section that had been closed up for a very long time. The rooms were dusty, the windows boarded up and the furniture was broken. But, I was in the process of making that room light and beautiful again. I did not really fully understand that dream until now. For, what is happening right now is the we are re-opening a "room" in our hearts to accomodate the full flow of the Solar Divine Fenminine energy, or the Magdalena energy, and to do that we are being once again "re-wired" on the level of the Light Body and new channels and meridians are opening up. These are channels and light meridians have been closed for many many years, more than a thousand. And now we are once again in the opening process.

It has been a physically painful process, I can vouch for that. There has been a great deal of clearing and activating on the left side of the body, and in the Heart/Chest area as we open up this new "chamber" of the Heart.

Why is it painful? Well, I have come to understand that the so-called "Ascension Symptoms" are caused by our deep resistance and fear of the changes in our bodies and our DNA. This is also because the process involves the return of the Divine Feminine energy and the activation of the Magdalena Codes and the Magdalena matrix within us. Now, this is a fearful process, because about a thousand years ago there was an event called the Albigensian Crusade in which the Catholic church destroyed a group of people called the Cathars. They were a group who honored the Divine Feminine and the energy of the Magdalene and her role on the Earth. When they were finally destroyed, at Montsegur in France, the way was opened for the dominance of the patriarchal Masculine energy, and many years of persecution and torture of those who embraced the Divine Feminine in their body and their lives. The Magdalena grid was "closed down" and destroyed, for that "grid" exists in the Earth and in our bodies. So, by killing all those who carried this "grid", the grid was destroyed. This was coded into the human DNA, and since then we have carried a deep subconscious survival fear around the energy of the Magdalena grid in our bodies.

magdalena But, now is the time that we are re-opening the Magdalena grid in our bodies on on the Planet. The Divine Feminine energy is flowing once again, and we are gradually activating those codes within us that will allow us to once again embrace Creative Joy and Lightness - the energies of the Cosmic Creative Feminine.

As part of this adventure, I will be going to France to visit Montsegur, and other sites associated with the energy of Mary Magdalene in France, and I will of course be sharing this with you on the Earth Logs, as we all go through this adventure of re-opening a "chamber" in our High Heart for the flow of the Magdalena energy, and in our Light Bodies for the beauty of the Magdalena Matrix.

Our first stop, after the Equinox, will be at Mont St Michel, to visit one of the "etheric homes" of Archangel Michael on the planet. And I will be sharing this adventure with you as well. So, together we can honor the return of ther Magdalena Matrix.

So, to get back to the feelings and experiences of this moment, and I can say is relax, be patient, and allow this process of "re-wiring" and "re-opening" that is happening both in the Planetary Collective and within the bodies of each one of us. Try not to get too caught up in the wild and fanatastic stories that keep coming out as people try to find an explanation for the unfamiliar energies and anxieties. The world will not end, no disasters are coming. All that is happening is that your DNA is recognizing the feelings of anxiety, fear and pain associated with the destruction of the Magdalena Matrix, and is doing what it has been taught to do, warning you that there is a "danger" here. But, in reality that is no longer true. The Witch burnings are over, and we are now free to express our Divine Feminine Creativity on the Earth. We don't need to escape to another planet, we don't need to hide and be anxious. We are given permission to live our Creative Joy and Bliss right here on Planet Earth, right now. It will just take us a little time to really believe that we are safe, and that we can let go of the fear and begin living our dreams and joys and creating the reality that we desire.

So, as I travel in France I hope to assist in some small way in re-activating the Magadalena grid, both for the Earth and for each one of us. So, I invite you to join me on this adventure, here on the Earth Logs. If you are in the Netherlands, you can join me and my friend, Janosh, at the workshop we will be giving at the Almere Muziekwijk. It will be all about the Magdalena grid, and will also feature some of the beautiful work that Janosh has done with the Grail Codes and the Magdalena energy.

11th September : Through the Solar Diamond Doorway....into the Radiance.: So, here we all are on this day, the 11th of September. A powerful moment as the Planet pauses to integrate and align. In this month, in this moment, we, as the human collective, are given the opportunity to pass through a doorway of light into a new cycle of consciousness and love. It is a doorway into a new awareness, the New Earth...a place where we can live and express our dreams in integrity and alignment with our Highest Essence, our I AM energy. Even as we experience the turbulence of the time, we can see also the "threads" of light emerging as the new dream of love is being woven.

I have included this beautiful image that I call the "Solar Diamond Doorway". It was sent to me by Alena Starovoitova, who runs the Russian Starchild website. It was sent in to her by one of the Russian Starchild readers. This image of the sun has captured the Diamond shape very clearly:

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So, on this day of the Solar Eclipse and the New Moon, may be be grateful for the increased Light and Radiance that enters the planet as we pass through this Solar Diamond doorway of Consciousness.

Archangel Michael has been sharing with me some ideas about what it means to enter into this new cycle, and how we can best cope with the transitional phase, from now until the end of the year. One of the things that was shared, was that we need to begin to think very differently about ourselves and where we are now. In the old Earth third-dimensional consciousness, we defined ourselves through questions like "Where, When, Who, and How?", and we were focussed on "success" and avoiding "failure". Now, in the New Earth Consciousness, and after the activation of the "Infinity Codes" within our DNA, we have become aware that we are Infinite and that we are Interconnected...we are the Eternal One in physical form. And our focus is on sharing and working together as a group or collective.

This means that instead of seeing life as a "mission" with things that we have to do, we are more inclined to see it as a grand adventure that unfolds in wonder and grace as we express more of the Light and Radiance within us. The more we can align with the flow of Divine Love and Radiance, the more we will be able to express our joy and passion in the unfolding of our soul into its full potential of radiant light, which is the "purpose" of all souls in the New Earth. For all souls are "One", and the purpose of that One is to be Light and to Reflect Light and to Shine Light - the Light of Divine Cosmic Radiance.

Michael offers these simple guidelines to assist you to align with this energy as an individual. First, seek to live in Simplicity and Grace. Life can be very complex and complicated in these times, but it can also be very simple. When you can find the simplicity and grace of love and gratitude in your life, then you will find the "pattern" of your own "solar pulse" and you will be able to create more with that template.

Be Who you Are. Know that you Are a Radiant Light, and that you are Wonderful and Complete without having to "do" anything. A tree or a mountain or a flower serve their purpose by just being what they are. You too, are a being of beauty, and you serve your purpose by just being here and holding your Light. You are in a process of continually "becoming" and "unfolding", and your work is first to bear witness to the unfolding of Spirit within you.

Follow your passions - for you can be sure that if your soul has a need to "do" anything, it will become evident in your passions and how they are expressed through love. For your passions are your soul following and expressing its purpose on the Earth. And, if you are still seeking your passions, know that if you allow yourself quiet time, then they will emerge, for every soul that is here is drawn here to express some passionate energy or desire. It may be simply the desire to be here and to experience the wonder of this miracle called "Earth"!

Allow the Joy. Don't choose to suffer. There will be times when you will need to deal with sadness and loss. Don't repress these feelings, allow them to flow and be felt and experienced as they must be for a healthy flow of energy without repression. But also, remember to choose Joy. It is always there, in everything that you experience on Earth, the Joy is always there just below the surface. For the Cosmos is created from the fabric of Love and Joy, and these energies are a part of All That Is. The suffering is an illusion that is projected by us, and we can release that projection when we acknowledge it for the illusion that it is. Try to do something Joyous each day, play music, dance to the music, move your body in grace and joy.....and if you can't, well tap your fingers and your feet and sway to the music, just allow the joy to move through you in some way. It will lift your vibration and make your heart sing!

Then, Live in Compassion and Gratitude. If you can remember to love and care for yourself, and then care for others from a loving heart, you find that love will come back to you in wonderful ways. If you can find something for which you can express gratitude from your heart every day, then that gratitude will also multiply and come back to you in wonderful ways.

You are now learning the "skills" of living in a multi-dimensional reality where you are Infinite and Inter-connected. You need only ask, and it will be given. But you need to be aware and awake in order to see how Spirit and the Divine Essence are answering your prayers in every moment and in wonderful ways full of Grace and Light.

And now, here are some orb images sent to me by Lorian Smoak of the USA. They were taken at the "Burning Man" festival in California last year. The first is an image of diamond orbs:

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This one is interesting because the orbs are so obviously connected to the audience energy. It seems like the orbs are enjoying the creative flow being generated by these people. ("Burning Man" is an alternative cultural festival).

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These images , of course, bring up the question of what exactly orbs are? Well, the explanations range from "dust" to angelic, elemental and spirit beings that are becoming visible as we "see" beyond the veils. When I did a channel for someone about a year ago, they asked what orbs were, and Michael's reply was that they were a part of the creative and manifestation process. Which to my mind, seems to indicate that they are indeed elemental or spirit energies, and that they show up wherever we focus creative energy. In this case, they are enjoying the human creativity and sharing in the flow of light, sound and energy.

6th September : The Intensity Increases... and remembering John Denver Well, just as Archangel Michael promised, the intensity of the energy in September is increasing! I have also noticed intense pressure on personal relationships and the need for change in how we do things. It is as if the old energy is now crumbling, and we are being pushed to find new ways to do things. I am finding that we are all being pushed to be completely honest with ourselves and others. Anything other than integrity and honesty just seems transparent and does not seem to work any more.

I think, at this closing of this cycle of transformation, we have come to rely more on the heart and what we feel, and when we feel dishonesty or a lack of integrity, then it becomes very clear to us immediately. The heart never lies, and we are learning how to align the mind and the heart so that they speak with absolute integrity.

What I am also seeing, out there in the whirling energies of change, are many people who are slipping into illusions and delusions that can only be shattered as time goes on. As Archangel Michael has advised, keep your center and stay calm. Remember Who You Are. Connect with your I AM presence, and allow the flow of energy. It will continue to be intense and very creative, but your creations will not manifest if they are based in illusion. Remember, it is who you are NOW that is important, not who you were in some past life. Just know that this is the most significant and creative lifetime that you have ever had, and that co-creating with this energy to create a New Earth is the most important work that you can do right now. You are not re-creating some past glory, you are creating Now and what you are creating is something new that has never been seen before on this Earth.

We are also creating this together, and no one will be left behind. It is not a matter of the chosen few million ascending. We all ascend together and we all enter the Fifth Dimension together. For, as we have learnt, we are ONE.

Keeping grounded and centered also includes keeping touch with Joy and Creativity and Fun. And this you can achieve through connecting with your creative energies through music, dance, song, meditation, painting and writing. The more you can let yourself go and flow with these energies, the more you will flow with the abundance of Divine Creative Energy......

Now, I thought I would share with you some energy from my recent trip to Tucson and the World Congress of Illumination. Szuson Wong, the editor of the journal "Love in Santa Fe" took this image of me with some of the Congress participants. It was such a wonderful event, and did we work hard! But it was great knowing that we were working with the incoming energies on behalf of the planet and the human Collective. Maybe that is why we all look so happy and joyous - and it was a happy and joyous event.

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One thing of interest that happened to me, listening to all the glorious music that was played, both live and recorded, was that I was drawn to a song by John Denver that Patricia Cota-Robles played in one of her sessions. It's called "It's about Time" and it was one that I did not know, although I love John Denver's music. After I left Tucson, the song kept going though my head, it was almost like John Denver was sitting on my shoulder whispering in my ear! Being a channel, that does happen when a being on the other side wants to get your attention. Well, last night I finally sat down and did some research, to discover that John Denver grew up in the American South West and lived in Tucson when he was young and developing his musical gifts. It made sense to me. Tucson is a very powerful energy vortex, and it is likely that John still hangs out there and shares his wonderful energy with people.

Anyway, I connected with You Tube and sat and watched all the old favorites : "Rocky Mountain High", "Country Roads" and "Annie's Song". Also, I was struck by the fun and joy that were in his work, whether singing "Country Roads" with the Nitty Gritty Dirt Band, or "Grandma's Feather Bed" with the Muppets! I did manage to find a recording of "It's about Time", but it is not that clear and starts in the middle. But the words speak for themselves.

I also discovered that John Denver died in October 1997, ten years ago! It was as though he left as the Earth began its transformation cycle, knowing that his work was done and his message was complete! So, here's to remembering John Denver! Here are the words of "It's About Time":

There's a full moon over India and Gandhi lives again.
Who's to say you have to lose for someone else to win?
In the eyes of all the people, the look is much the same,
for the first is just the last one when you play a deadly game.
It's about time we realize it, we're all in this together.
It's about time we find out, it's all of us or none.
It's about time we recognize it, these changes in the weather.
It's about time, it's about changes, and it's about time.

There's a light in the Vatican window for all the world to see
and a voice cries in the wilderness and sometimes he speaks for me.
I suppose I love him most of all when he kneels to kiss the land,
with his lips upon our mother's breast, he makes his strongest stand.
It's about time we start to see it, the earth is our only home.
It's about time we start to face it, we can't make it here all alone.
It's about time we start to listen to the voices in the wind,
it's about time and it's about changes and it's about time.

There's a man who is my brother, I just don't know his name.
But I know his home and family because I know we feel the same.
And it hurts me when he's hungry and when his children cry.
I too am a father, and that little one is mine.
It's about time we begin it, to turn the world around.
It's about time we start to make it, the dream we've always known.
It's about time we start to live it, the family of man.
It's about time, it's about changes and it's about time.
It's about peace and it's about plenty and it's about time,
It's about you and me together and it's about time.

And if you would like to see the "You Tube" video of John singing this song, Click Here. I just love the children that he sings this with! A message as fresh today as it was back in the 1980s.